mosquito's whisper
nothin' is like what it seems

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Friday, December 29, 2006
looking back at myself
He was so excited that in few more minute he will be in the city that always give him a nice warm welcome. This is the city for so many hearts, its warmth always makes everyone miss this city. Even more if half part of your heart is there.

....or was!!

Suddenly he was awaken up from his own world inside his mind realizing she is no longer there in the city, no longer with him. Like a year before, he had still no answer for the question why she had to be taken away from him. All was just a faith that God is always has a plan for everything, for everyone.
Another world come across his mind listening to the train railway's song starred at the rain stained window that replayed all those slide show of the past on the city view right in front of him. You can see a smile of a pain in his face as he remembered all those places he spent with her with all those laughs and smiles.' I miss you so much...' he whispered hoping that she would have been able to hear him.

As he step down from the train he is trying so hard to hold the tears, keeping his head down to the earth as he knew that no body at the time would have been there awaiting for him like she used to. 'God must have had a plan' he said.

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