the conceptor

hobby baru

2007-12-17T04:48:00.000+04:00

baru baru ini gue punya hoby baru. maen bilyard.... maen bilyardny sih udah jadi kebiasan lama, tapi yang baru tuh cuma waktunya aja, soalnya sekarang gue dan temen temen gue maen bilyardnya pas tengah malem dan ampe pagi!!!!
sebenernya bukan kemauan kita buat begadang maen bilyardnya, tapi emang pas tengah malem itulah kita bisa kumpul rame rame banyakan... lagian khan yang penting rame ramenya itu lho brur!!
percaya atau nggak kita bisa maen ampe jam 6 pagi, meski besoknya ada yang masuk pagi. demi rame rame kumpul ama temen sih jadinya asik asik aja heee....he....he....
kalau mau ada yang join ke klub bilyard begadang boleh juga koq..;-)
sampai ketemu dech....

50 lessons life taught me

2007-03-21T15:59:00.000+04:00

lets think about these....

1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.
16. Life is too short for long pity parties. Get busy living, or get busy dying.
17. You can get through anything if you stay put in today.
18. A writer writes. If you want to be a writer, write.
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: "In five years, will this matter?"
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
35. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood. Make it memorable.
38. Read the Psalms. They cover every human emotion.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.
41. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
42. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
43. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
44. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
45. The best is yet to come.
46. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
47. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
48. If you don't ask, you don't get.
49. Yield.
50. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.

as written by Regina Brett The Plain Dealer, Cleveland, Ohio

windows vista

2007-03-12T07:36:00.000+04:00

selamat deh buat microsoft yang baru aja ngeluncurin vista, kuereeen abis!!! vista ternyata bikin lebih mudah buat dimengerti, user friendly... dan futures nya bagus banget. Graphicnya ga kalah dengan yang di pakai mac klo gw bilang sih....

meski banyak memakan kerja memori tapi vista relatif cepat dan responsif. game-game bawaannya juga ga tanggung-tanggung memasang detail dg ketajaman grapic yang memukau. salut buat microsoft.....

hanya sedikit heran menyadari bahwa vista ini sudah beredar di kalangan 'download gratis' bahkan beserta 'crack'nya ( dan manual instalation nya lho!!!).

mengingat harga vista yang cukup tinggi, entah kita seharusnya bersyukur atau ......?

terserah kamu sajalah

billiard

2007-02-05T04:50:00.000+04:00

gue suka main biliard, meski ga jago tapi game ini jadi hobby gue sekarang. Karena di tempat gue ada meja billiard yang bisa dipake kapan aja, gue jadi sering main, entah itu sendirian atau ama temen - temen gue. Selain buat refreshing billiard juga bisa bikin kita lebih focus, lebih konsentrasi. Juga membuat kita lebih bisa kontrol emosi, karena kayak yang mereka bilang, ..."billiard is an emotional game.." kalo emosi lagi tinggi, biasanya maennya ga akan bagus. Kalo hati lagi ga tenang juga bikin ga konsen. Tapi ga itu aja...kalo perut lagi laper, ga akan bagus juga maennya siiih....

Nine Balls adalah salah satu yg gua suka maenin, intinya sih masukin bola sembilan aja, tapi bola yang dipukul harus bola yang paling rendah ( angkanya ). Nine Balls ini cukup sulit karena lebih ke tactical. Seperti yang kita semua udah tau, maen billiard tuh yang susah bikin bola putih ke tempat yang kita mau. Hal ini penting buat mukul bola selanjutnya.

Eight Balls atau bola delapan dimainin dengan 15 bola, tujuannya masukin bola 8 ( bola dengan angka 8 ) Kalo game ini bola terbagi 2 yaitu bola kecil/polos ( solid, bola dengan angka 1 - 7 ) , dan bola besar/striped ( bola dengan angka 9 - 15. Siapa yang masukin bola solid harus ngabisin bola solid dulu sebelum bisa masukin bola 8, kalo bola 8 masuk poket sebelum solid itu habis, dia kalah atau pemain stripped menang.

Dua game itu yang sering dimainin, meski masih banyak game lain seperti snooker dan lainnya. Game ini bisa dimainin ama siapa aja, asal doi agak tinggian dari meja billiardnya kali ya...?!?!?!*$%*!!? pastinya kudu ada meja billiardnya, bola dan stick. oh ya...chalk ( kapur buat stck ) juga diperluin. Buat yg tangannya suka berkeringat bisa pake sarung tangan billiard atau pake bedak.
Beberapa rules dalam billiard contohnya kalo salah mukul atau bola putih masuk ke pocket, maka pemain lawan berhak nempatin bola putihnya dimana aja ( ball in hand ) Salah mukul tuh contohnya mukul bola lawan, atau mukul bola dengan nilai bukan terendah ( dalam nine balls game ), bola keluar meja, mukul bola sendiri atau bola terendah ( dalam nine balls game ) tapi ga masuk pocket dan ga kena bola lain atau ga kena sisi meja.

Sisanya cuma pede dan konsentrasi buat mukul bola, ok? pasti suka.

jarak dan kita

2007-01-03T05:00:00.000+04:00

Menjadi sejauh sembilan jam terbang dari Jakarta memang ga mudah. Pastinya bukan karena ga bisa nemuin nasi padang atau pengen terjebak macet setiap pagi dan sore. Bukan juga pengen digangguin pengamen atau ngeliat para peminta-minta dibalik kaca yang kadang kita ga tau harus kasihan, kesel atau ketawa. Cuma berusaha sadar kalo jarak adalah salah satu dari sekian banyak tantangan dalam menjalani suatu relationship. Harusnya sih dengan segala kemudahan yang disediakan technology semua yang dibatasi jarak jadi berasa ringan, namun sepertinya hati ga bisa dibilangin kayak gitu.Emang koq bisa buka handphone buat dengerin celotehnya kapan aja, atau mau video-call biar bisa ngeliat senyumnya, tapi ga cukup, -manusia emang ga pernah puas (khan?).
Sekarang jadi kepikiran apa yang penting buat dicapai. Ga usah dech yang extreme kita kudu milih antara sesuatu sehingga kita kehilangan sesuatu yang lain, hanya soal prioritas, -mana yang kita cari sekarang dan mana yang bisa kita tunda. Ga mau juga khan kalo kita secara ga sadar menyia-nyiakan waktu buat sesuatu yang kita ga bisa dapetin lagi besok? Buat yang suka panjat tebing tapi belom pernah panjat tebing misalnya, khan ga mungkin juga kalo loe tunda ampe umur loe 60 taun?
Ada yang kepentok ama jarak karena karir, duit, izin tinggal atau status kependudukan atau mungkin karena lagi ngejalanin hukuman di penjara. Apapun itu mungkin secara fisik sama aja,- jadi terpisah jauh dengan yang kita sayangin, tapi secara moral dan mental,- atau lebih tepatnya secara hati, pasti beda banget buat setiap orang, buat setiap individu, setiap hati.
Kalo kata kak Farah :'...hati nyampenya ke hati..." jadi semuanya bisa ditanyain lagi ke hati masing-masing. Hanya itu aja ga cukup karena kita juga kudu punya mental yang kuat dan tentunya niat buat ngejaga apa yang kita punya, dan itu harus datang dari kedua belah pihak pastinya.
"....live an honest and honourable life, then someday in the future you may sit back and enjoy it the second time..."

perspective

2007-01-01T06:15:00.000+04:00

If God would have called you, please ask for a true friend.
That if you would have live for a hundred more years,
I would ask for one day less then a hundred years that you would never feel lonely
cause I know that you always be there for me even if the whole world is leaving me alone
We are one soul in two different persons
Do not walk in front of me since I can not catch your steps
And do not walk behind me since I can not lead you
Stay beside me and be my friend
How you can understand words that I don't say as you understand the song that I sing in my heart as you always remind me when I forget the lyrics, -I believe God sends you to look after me

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007

2006-12-31T18:13:00.000+04:00

Happy New Years Guys......
may in 2007 everything would get better for everyone.

looking back at myself

2006-12-29T06:08:00.000+04:00

He was so excited that in few more minute he will be in the city that always give him a nice warm welcome. This is the city for so many hearts, its warmth always makes everyone miss this city. Even more if half part of your heart is there.

....or was!!

Suddenly he was awaken up from his own world inside his mind realizing she is no longer there in the city, no longer with him. Like a year before, he had still no answer for the question why she had to be taken away from him. All was just a faith that God is always has a plan for everything, for everyone.
Another world come across his mind listening to the train railway's song starred at the rain stained window that replayed all those slide show of the past on the city view right in front of him. You can see a smile of a pain in his face as he remembered all those places he spent with her with all those laughs and smiles.' I miss you so much...' he whispered hoping that she would have been able to hear him.

As he step down from the train he is trying so hard to hold the tears, keeping his head down to the earth as he knew that no body at the time would have been there awaiting for him like she used to. 'God must have had a plan' he said.

intermezo

2006-12-28T04:48:00.000+04:00

I still here at 4 o'clock in the morning
dont know what to say
to you

just a look back

2006-12-26T04:23:00.000+04:00

I was sitting in the park
when she was reading
looking at my ignorance

'.........like hunchback of the nottredam
he was throwing himself down from the top of the wind tower
ringing the bell for the last a half an hour
sounds as he's missing something
or someone.....
and if he isn't, I certainly am.................'

my ignorance is killing me now
I was stupid
thinking that I would have time to listen to her
and when the time is up
there is not always a second chance